Paralyzed From the Brain Down - April 3, 2020

To say the past weeks have been weird is an understatement. I have been trying to work from home, but it's difficult. What's worse is that I'm home more, but am completely unable to paint! I'm paralyzed and I can't figure out what's wrong. My husband says all psychological problems are inherently fixable if you can articulate what the problem is. So when I can't articulate it, I feel worse, like it's only ME standing in the way of feeling better. If only I were smarter.
One fun thing is that my siblings and I are all talking more online. Yesterday we had the best conversation because one never-available-when-we-group-call sibling actually took part! Unfortunately, they also got mad when I took a (lot) screenshots. I touched up one of the screenshots to show how they should really feel about me. 

I'm thinking of downloading some filters for my next meeting at work and looking like the potato lady I can't stop laughing at this picture. 

And laugh…

Satisfying End of Week - December 6, 2019

Danielle Donaldson has a class on her site called The Character Building Guild. I wasn't too interested in it because it was cute girls based on  the zodiac signs. First of all, astrology just isn't interesting to me and cutesy girls aren't either. In August,  I broke down and subscribed to the class. Why? Because I loved the online community and all the sweet stuff they were posting- I wanted a piece of that sweetness.  

BUT! If I do this, I should probably try to do my own kind of girls. Do I even have my own kind? Ugh. Am I copying instead of just concentrating on figuring out my own way in this watercolor world? Aaahh!

We had our big staff meeting at work today and my part went well even with fretting about it for weeks now. I even made people laugh. Hee hee hee. I have power. The relief made me sleepy. 

It's supposed to rain tomorrow and I'm so glad. 


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